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Friday, August 31, 2007
I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
11:40 PM


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Inspired. If it's one word that describes what I feel after this hols, it's inspired.

By God's grace I've really been able to dip my toes this hols into many things I've always wanted to try. Fooled around with the bass abit at Yiwen's and in church; got to practise abit more on the drums and will continue to do so in the next 2 weeks; also having the desire to go for more live acts than before. Just came back from Wala's at Holland V where I saw Shirlyn and UnXpected play; it was a lot of alt rock stuff but I was amazed by their coordination, the drummer and the electric guitar player. WOMAD (World of Arts Music and Dance) was equally fascinating because we heard a lot of traditional music from all over the world, and not just traditional music but a fusion of ethnic traditions and modern styles (e.g. prog rock). Ahhh. I'm so glad London has loads of this - I'm even praying for a chance to perform! Let's hope I don't get too carried away....


The gym has been doing my knee good. Pulled it again after playing games at last week's cell, and even after visiting the Chinese chiropractitioner it didn't get very much better. But the cross-trainer at the gym has been doing wonders in strengthening the muscles of my right knee. Tho I still can't run I can probably squat or stretch without as much pain. Hope I can dance by the time I get back to London!

Love trying out new stuff, but I only hope I can be committed enough to a few things, or even just one thing. Let's just see how it goes...

Older, older guys are really a lot more gentlemanly!
2:05 AM


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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
ah it's been a while.

hmm. though I get really bored at times, I'm absolutely loving this slacking time, and reminding myself whenever I'm itching to move on, that: this is my last summer holiday ever, my last chance to sit and rot at home with no obligations or responsibilities.

whahaha. But sometimes I do neglect whatever little responsibilities I have, such as taking care of the home or offering help for housework, that I incur the wrath of the Empress. My bad. :(

Dad and Aunty P brought me to lunch yesterday at Shangri-La, this super posh hotel with a sumptuous magniiiiiificent buffet. I ate a little of everything - what a spread! Fresh oysters, crayfish, steamed cold prawns, sashimi, dim sum, local treats, sea bass, duck fillets, grilled beef, indian food, cheesecake, strawberry mango chocolate apple mousse, chocolate fondue, etc. Naturally it's pretty expensive, but it's a fantastic treat. Dad brought a cousin so it was really nice catching up with him as well.

Last weekend (over National Day) I went for a Dance worship conference at Expo and experienced an aweeesssome time. Organised by Shachah International Ministries, which is designed to bring the creative arts back to worship and the church, the event focused first on the deliverance and transformation of each worshipper, providing also times for intercession on behalf of abused children in Asia. It was immense. Honestly. I went alone, and that was great because I made new friends, and having no preconceived/expected identity in that big worship hall allowed me to be utterly free and un-self-conscious in worship. It's been so long, and I pretty much emptied myself there. Deep wounds were healed, and attitudes thereafter naturally and suddenly changed.

Afternoon sessions were dance workshops, and I've learnt the basics of tambourine dancing. Even learnt Jewish dancing, hoy! It was the first time in my life I realised the sheer impact of dance on worship. It was like a return to the older Jewish days, when people picked up their tambourines and harps and blew their horns; they danced and clapped and shouted in such joy...




Besides that it's just kinda meeting up with people, chilling out in the social room in church, helping people out with GP, etc. Haven't been to the big vivocity but I discovered Demsey's, which has turned into a pretty yuppie place with great (though expensive) food. Singapore's night life and eating experiences have certainly grown - or maybe I just haven't been around much before!

Realising that Singapore's roads+trees are gorgeous, that the variety of bus routes and transport efficiency are increasing, that policies are taking a good turnaround. Also discovered YWAM, Reverse (intl) Missions in the Methodist Church, and a film cafe called Pitch Black in Singapore. Wonder what more there is to be discovered...
7:19 PM


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Sunday, August 05, 2007
God is really faithful in answering prayers ba. :)

was struggling with a nonsense fit of emotions again, and really putting it to mind to cast it aside, ignore it, let mind triumph over matter/heart... but no matter how much I tried the facade of strength just slipped everytime I let loose a little. After it hit a low, though, God just strengthened me, and provided the little cheery things here and there to brighten me up. Felt abit misplaced a couple of days ago, but with different eyes today I found everyone just so endearing and welcoming. Felt like a loser in the week but with growing confidence I'm finding my place in the Lord again. I only pray it doesn't rest on tangible, fallible things like abilities and achievements again...

{and a spate of things recently just reminded me again of him, and how much I miss him)
11:42 PM


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Saturday, August 04, 2007
the irony about this week, is that I've been meeting a fair share of people I haven't seen in ages, but at the same time I realise how very much alone I am too.

perhaps, and I really think so, most of the inhibition comes from myself. An unwillingness to plunge roots deep because I'm moving away in another month or so. All this shuffling and shifting, and losing contact with people you thought were dear to you, it's creating a void of relationships regardless of where I go. I've met and known an incredible amount of people in the past 3 years; yet at the same time, at the end of the day, there's no one whose time I can feel confident of wasting just because, no one around whom I can be completely natural, no one with whom to share a soul.

A price to pay for the joys of wide-reaching but fleeting contact. And a lesson to learn - that at the end of the day, only God's love is permanent.
12:03 AM


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in question
still a fluffball after all these years, only settled down on the little isle. 22 and always the Lord's little girl.


in store
Isaiah 54
'Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back, lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes.'