God is really faithful in answering prayers ba. :)
was struggling with a nonsense fit of emotions again, and really putting it to mind to cast it aside, ignore it, let mind triumph over matter/heart... but no matter how much I tried the facade of strength just slipped everytime I let loose a little. After it hit a low, though, God just strengthened me, and provided the little cheery things here and there to brighten me up. Felt abit misplaced a couple of days ago, but with different eyes today I found everyone just so endearing and welcoming. Felt like a loser in the week but with growing confidence I'm finding my place in the Lord again. I only pray it doesn't rest on tangible, fallible things like abilities and achievements again...
{and a spate of things recently just reminded me again of him, and how much I miss him)
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