Met up with Ailin this morning and talked with her proper for 3ish hours (we coulda gone on if I didn't need to rush off!) for the first time this summer hols, and it was massively encouraging - it reminded me once again of the real world God's called me into - not a world of merely familial brokenness or MOE or friends or me-me-me but a world of His kingdom, of His kingdom breaking through, of Him-Him-Him. And along with the verses I've been reading these couple of days, yes, I'm sick of having lived in my own little world for the past 1 month and I resolve to leave whatever nonsense I've clung onto, knock the dreamer out of my senses and be a woman of God.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. Prv 3:5-6
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